I had a slightly different , worth sharing, experience when I hosted an Awakin this wednesday. Incidently I was the only person in the circle. I felt a bit restless, expecting someone to arriive and could not acheive the stillness I normally hold during the awakin sit in. Then I received this message later in the evening. "Then I was downcast about numbers at Awakin. . . . I was told --- don't fall in this trap. . . . ultimately, its our inner journey. . . . in that, Equanimity is the aim . If people come, its additional parmi that we became instrumental in furthering someone's inner journey. 🙏🏼 And later in the night I read an article of Brother David. " Ask nothing, expect nothing, and be grateful for what is." Immediately I realised the reason of my restlessness during the Awakin and hope to correct it in silmilar circumstances in future.