Those answer from Mother Teresa was a balm for my soul - to confirm that God listens, and that I also listen. waiting and listening. letting my thoughts flit in and out holding to none. God listens YAY! Thank you thank God. We then can know what our souls may be saying. God already know what I am thinking, God already know what i am asking. answers are not the only thing I am listening for. Listen, listening. Desire for something profound starts to creep in. let it go. I don't want to create anything. I do need answers to some of the problems I am facing. Be kind. Wouldn't that equal to being a doormat? The fruit will come later. Won't he get the wrong idea that he won and I lost? What woudl I lose? nothing in the deep inside but outerly it will look like I lost some of my dignity. Do I restore that now or wait and listen? "People change by seeking, finding, and nourishing the best of who they are." What is his best? What is my best? How will we change? okay still listening.