Kozo, sending you lots of love and many hugs from Bhutan..you are so strong and you are a true inspiration. Thank you for sharing your truth. Thought this quote (some bread for the journey) might resonate with you: “Wounding and healing are not opposites. They're part of the same thing. It is our wounds that enable us to be compassionate with the wounds of others. It is our limitations that make us kind to the limitations of other people. It is our loneliness that helps us to find other people or to even know they're alone with an illness." - Rachel Naomi Remen