Beautifully said Viral.... and I can relate to this very vividly and physically as I too went through similar ups and downs when I had the situation about 11 years ago. You are doing so well, and a great inspiration to us all... I found then, and still do now, that many of the fears we find in ourselves, or those deep neurological impressions of old fears, are also remnants of the fears of our forefathers and mothers. I feel that part of our journey here and now, is to help heal those old fears for our family lineage! Isn’t it fun... Most of the time at least. Sometimes we just wonder.... and thats OK too... :-) Many blessings and good wishes to you dear friend. You and Pavi have been in my thoughts... Harpreet