Jignasha Pandya -
Your writing has touched me - thank you for sharing this, I so needed it today. <3
You wrote:
"Ba shared that we as humans love to see our image in the mirror. In the same way we want to and enjoy seeing ourselves in the other. That is purnata – oneness, when we are able to see and connect with that tatva – which IS in every creation of the existence."
Ever since childhood, I have had an "unaware" awareness of this purnata/oneness. I have been told many times throughout my 59 years that this willingness to see myself in others and others in myself - that tatva - was a weakness, a downfall. I find that attitude/perception to be inherent in the accumulation mentality.
You asked, "...how do you transform every feeling..."
I don't know if this will help - there is a story I know:
"There once was a village that lived at the bottom of a deep, swift river. It was understood that their survival depended upon clinging to the rocks.
There was one among them who, convinced that there was something other than this struggle, this clinging - yearned to know what was downstream. His fellow villagers cried, "Fool! Let go and the very current you worship will dash you against the rocks to your doom!"
But, let go he did and, like the villagers predicted, the current immediately dashed him against the rocks. But, in refusing to cling again, the current lifted him higher and higher, above the rocks."
For me, the current is Wahi. Remaining in that flow, is shunyata and the flow always takes me to purnata.
When I find myself clinging (fear/doubt/anger/feelings) - I envision the river, lifting me. I close my eyes, and the current gently lowers me to my back, carrying me. I remain in that stillness for a time, effortless, weightless.
I've practiced this for the past 39 years - it is now a mantra with near immediate results.
If I understand what you have described, I can say the following:
The current (in my story) lifts me, effortlessly, to nihspandit hona, and then, pradagh maun - a complete absence of vibration. Here, i am. (lower case on the I intended!)
Wahi.
Please let me know if I have misunderstood - and I say again: thank you for sharing this. I so needed this today!
"In peace and oneness I greet you and the same I leave you." ~AJay
On Dec 14, 2013 AJay Amstutz wrote: